I want you to

I want you to notice when I’m not around.


You want me to act like …

“You want me to act like we’ve never kissed, you want to forget; pretend we’ve never met , and I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but I haven’t yet… You walk by, and I fall to pieces.

— Patsy Cline

As I look back ..

As I look back on all that’s happened…growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me — there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever…and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you’ll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

You are so much more

You are so much more
than my lonely heart ever
believed it deserved.

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

It’s hard …

It’s hard when people want a lot out of you,
and you’re willing to give everything you got.
Sometimes everything you got isn’t enough and that hurts.
— Martin Johnson via nostalgicbliss

Sometimes only one person is missing

Sometimes only one person is missing and the whole world seems depopulated.

—   Alphonse de Lamartine

But I’m waiting here …

Not so far as my love , not so far as my heart
My sore feelings, someday you’ll notice too
Though it hurts and this love’s like a poison to me
My mean heart and my head will remember you and wait for you
I can’t do it, several seasons pass by

But I’m waiting here just like this
A glimpse from a distance is fine I just want to see you again

— K.Will - 사랑까진 안돼요

I was never one ….

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken –  and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

— Margaret Mitchell

It’s amazing ..

It’s amazing, really, just how much pain the human heart can take.

— Nora Roberts

If I do not wake up …

Should I not wake up tomorrow morning
Take care of yourself my love
Always remember
That I love you

Should difficulties befall you
Lie prostrate and ask God
That you be given guidance
To live life alone

When you feel cold, close your eyes
And imagine yourself in my embrace
When you miss me, close your eyes
We will meet in our sleep


Should there be one willing to replace me
Then my love, let me go

Because someone special like you
Deserves to be loved in life

Nothing is permanent in this life


What is certain is

Even though I am no longer around
My love still lives

I hope that you will not forget to send me your prayers

We will meet there


If I do not wake up tomorrow morning …

— Jae