Just a dream …

Why’d you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know
I can’t even breathe
It’s like I’m looking from a distance
Standing in the background

Everybody’s saying, she’s not coming home now
This can’t be happening to me
This is just a dream

 — Carrie Underwood - Just a Dream


If you look close enough …

If you look close enough to the world around you, you might find someone like you.
Someone trying to find their way, someone trying to find their self.
Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who’s struggling,
frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by.

But that feeling’s a lie.

And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day
Someone or something will find you and make it all okay.

Because we all need a little help sometimes.
We need someone to remind us that it won’t always be this way.

That someone is out there.
And that someone will find you.

— One Tree Hill

There are some things ..

How do you pick up the threads of an old life?
How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand .. there is no going back?

There are some things that time cannot mend.
Some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold.

— The Lord of the Rings – The Return of the King

I’m afraid living with my eyes opened …

I’m afraid of living with my eyes opened. Because even if I’m searching, I won’t be able to see you

FT Island - 사랑하지마요

Dreams are ..

Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never quite close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart.

— Nicholas Sparks - Three Weeks with My Brother

You were my everything ..

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know

The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
You were my everything - Aviation

You may not be his first …

You may not be his first, his last, or his only.
He loved before he may love again. But if he loves you now,
what else matters? He’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and
the two of you may never be perfect together but if he can make you
laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human
and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can.
He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but
he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break – his heart.
So don’t hurt him, don’t change him, don’t analyze
and don’t expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy,
let him know when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there.
P/S : Edited version of Bob Marley

Sometimes when I can’t sleep …

Sometimes when I can’t sleep, I picture my funeral and write eulogies in my head. In the fantasy, I almost always die in some tragic but unavoidable way. A drunk driver mows me down. Or a brain aneurysm. I make sure I suffer little, but die with courage and dignity and clean underwear. I like to think more about the funeral rather than how I die. Who would come? Who would face their fears of public speaking and get their ass to the pulpit? Who would decide that they had better things to do than to show up at all? I wonder if people would cry, and if there is anyone in the world who would hold the tears back for fear of never stopping.

— Julie Buxbaum

People haven’t always been there …

People haven’t always been there for me but music always has

 — Taylor Swift

I would rather …

I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the Ages of this world alone.

— Lady Arwen